Enough...

Today when I woke up in the bed...
My eyes were totally red...
I look into the mirror ... Chasing down the tear....
N lost in the thought ...after all what last night I bought...
Was that a rum or beer ... 
Oh leave it my dear...
I know that my eyes r totally red...
M not that weak...
Just like everyone else... a wisdom I seek...
Yes u think m wrong ...
But m happy that long way I have already gone...
No matter how long that tear will go...
Dont call me back now....
I have made in front of u enough number of bow...
I want a life...
Where no one says that u r my wife.....
Where no one knows my past...
Although m afraid how long it will last...
But yes I wanna try ... I wanna live once more...
As my tears tells me always n sings to me in chore...
M not that deaf...I can hear them now...
Don't force me once again to bow....

Loneliness...

Loneliness is the mirror of the person.
A person peeps inside of itself only when he realises that there is no one looking at him. Though this fact is hard to bear of being alone but it serves to meet with ur inner self ... U will come to know the goods & bad which otherwise mostly told by others to u. The irony is no matter u want or not but u start driven towards taking them true.

Yes of course in its initial phase loneliness brings tears...fears & of course sometimes beers... ;) but that's after what ..when u start living on the edge of life without caring about anything & nothing makes u feel better at that moment... Coz ur mind is able to think clearly without being pressurised by any of the burden or so called responsibility. Instead u start recognising ur responsibilities in a far better way which u may realise that u were ignoring since long.

The another best part I found is that u start recognising ur strengths & overcoming ur weaknesses in a totally different way that too without being dependent on anyone.
So here on the very first day of 2015 Valentine week ... I want to convey this to every single that stop searching nearby on 'wechat'...stop shaking ur phone..u already have given enough pain to ur hand ;) ...n so Stop being sad... U r better than anyone here lad. 
Go n find urself first n when u succeed in doing so ... U will be amazed by the most beautiful gift of life!!