SSssshhhh….Can you hear that?? Someone
is crying…the voice is so grievous…I have to find the source of it…someone is
in pain, heartsick…just a sec...HEARTsick???? Ahhh!!! I find it …It is my heart
...my heart is crying …but why?? I need to find out….
Oh my heart! The reason of my life… what
happened to you…why are you so much in the dumps…???
Uuhhh! REASON….you are asking me the reason…
It’s YOU…you are the reason…it’s all because of you I am suffering today. You
made me to think …to fall in love…& then it all started.
I was happy with the feelings of my younger
days. When I use to beat & play with the flow of blood inside your veins.
But now the things have changed, I am no more the same heart.
You do not care about me anymore…you
have given me to someone else…the person who thinks that I still beat for you.
This is wrong. I cannot live this dual life anymore. I am dying...I need love…
I need care. Please tell her that I beat for her. I have nothing to do with
you. You are not mine. Please ..please tell her before I die…
A Silence for few seconds…
I was thinking what to say on these
innocent words of my heart. I have no courage to confront that the girl My
Heart is talking about is no more the same as we thought. She lives for herself…in
her own dreams…in her own world. I have been to that world once but it was full
of suffocating attitude & ignorance..the world where Trust is not more than
just a word of boasting about oneself with hollowness inside.
I am not denying ‘My heart’ that I am
the only culprit of yours…the reason of your suffering...the reason of you
sucking the tears more than the blood & hence of the stage of this ending.
The only last thing that I can ask you
is to let it go. Yes..I am ready to bear the curse of yours & everybody
else with me till the day someone arrives in my life with trueness & love….the
day when you & me will no more be separated….the day when I can again feel your
beats sound in my ears.
I will wait for that day till my soul mate
will come to kiss away my soul from the pain of this world.
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